Tragedy struck the farm on the last day of February. Jessie Anne colicked. I walked her as I had done with her two years ago and she came out of it then. But not this time. So I called the vet who came out and did what she could. Although Jessie seemed a little better in the morning, it did not last. We took her, at my vet's recommendation, to the Oregon State University veterinary teaching hospital in Corvallis. The news was not good. She most likely had what apparently is common in middle-aged and older horses: a strangulating lipoma. And the blood and other work-ups did not look good. They recommended euthanasia. And so my beautiful palomino mare is gone. Her daughter Nightingale has been devastated, but is gradually getting used to having to pal around with Mr. Smith instead of her mom.
Jessie Anne was a very sweet tempered horse, always willing to do whatever was asked of her. I miss her terribly. I thought the best way to memorialize her is with a few previous posts from this blog.

Polly, Jessie Anne's mom, was an older registered Morgan mare when she came to us from friends to be
company for Mr. Smith. Polly was much more than Mr. Smith's companion.
She took care of whoever was on her back, no matter their level of
experience.
And she gave us Jessie Anne, my first palomino. That was in 1999, before
I started this blog. Someday maybe I'll tell the story of my coming off Mr.
Smith and landing in the hospital for a week with a partially collapsed
lung... missing Jessie Anne's birth. (Not Mr. Smith's fault... rather my
own recklessness.)

The reason I have this photo of Jessie Anne on the day she was born is because my dad drove here from his ranch two hours away to take photos of her, drove back to Salem an hour away to get them developed (this was before film-less cameras), then to McMinnville to the hospital to give me photos of my new baby on the day she was born. He knew I was devastated to miss her birth. Daughter-in-law Jessica had talked my husband, a non-horse person, through the birth over the phone.
The following photos and captions are mostly from 2012...
Polly's daughter Jessie Anne is a sweet, gentle soul, and anxious to please whether you're riding her or on the ground.
Her daughter, however, has a different personality. She loves people, so
long as they are petting her and admiring her, but she has not yet
decided that the person on her back is in charge of where she should go
or how fast. Nightingale, I think, was allowed to get away with murder
by her sweet mother, Jessie Anne. She lets me know by her singing neigh
if I'm five minutes late with her meal. Or if she wants out of the
paddock *now* to graze.
But she is a beauty...
In this post, Polly, Mr. Smith, and Jessie Anne give summer visitors rides:
https://lindafink.blogspot.com/2010/07/summers-on-farm-always-bring-city.html
June 2020: Jessie Anne was being closely attended by a family of Brown-headed
Cowbirds. They happily gobble up all the insects Jessie Anne stirs up
for them. I'm sure she's happy to have them do that.
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September 2020 with daughter Nightingale
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May 2021... perhaps a foreshadowing of trouble to come... "...On the morning
of the 20th, I went out to feed the horses and found Jessie Anne
down, unable to rise, with her back legs on the wrong side of a pillar
so when she tried to stand her legs crashed into the pillar. From the
abrasions on her legs, she had tried many times and was now exhausted.
All I could figure was she had rolled in the soft dirt in the open horse
barn and landed in an impossible position. If we had rolled her as one
does a cast horse away from the obstacle, we would have just turned her
into the wall. Johnny went for ropes and we tried to figure out what to
do. We decided if we could get her legs in front of the pillar, she
might be able to get up. However that proved difficult. Eventually,
between her thrashing when we tried and our rope pulling, we did get
both legs in front of the pillar, but she was so tired that she could
not stand when she tried. Her daughter was standing nearby. It occurred
to me if her daughter went out into the field, Jessie Anne might get
motivated to try again. So I opened the gate and Nightingale went out
but stayed close to the gate, nibbling grass. That worked! Little by
little, Jessie Anne thrashed her way in the direction of her daughter.
When she had worked her way to where she was headed downhill, she was
able to get her feet under herself and stand at last. She walked very
unsteadily toward her daughter. I cleaned up her many abrasions and put
healing Balm of Gilead on them. She spent the day standing near her
daughter. Her cowbird friends kept her company and kept flies off her
back.

Now
she is all healed and had a wonderful time yesterday rearing and
kicking and acting like a wild thing, happy to have muscles no longer
sore."
2022... But perhaps that, or the mild colic in 2020, was the beginning of the strangulating lipoma that would take her life. I will always remember her as the sweet, cooperative mare who loved her daughter Nightingale so very much.
What a privilege to have shared the life of this beautiful, sweet animal. Nightingale and I will always miss you, Jessie Anne, and never forget you. Rest in peace.